What I Once Was

When Asher was about a year old, every night after Steve got home from work we went for a bike ride or walk around the neighborhood. Then we went home, ate dinner, and put Josh and Asher down for bed. As soon as they were in bed, we did P90x for an hour or so and then went to bed. That's all we did, every single night. No variation (except for which video we were doing that night). It was amazing. We felt great, we looked great, and we were happy. That summer we went home to Utah for a vacation and I looked like this:

Me & My Mom - 2007

That's right, that's me. Don't recognize me? That's cause I'm a lot bigger than that now.

Granted, I had another child. But the truth is I haven't looked like this since 2008. I am beyond ready to look like this again! So today, I started writing my Health Journal blog again, and did a (partial) Jillian Michaels workout! I feel AWESOME! I haven't felt this good in ages. I know I'll hate life a little more tomorrow, but I am determined to push through it until it feels good all the time. I know I am capable, I know I can get there! (Honestly, my goal is to be a lot more toned than that picture... I was pretty skinny, but not actually toned back then.) Bookmark and keep me motivated with comments? :) Thanks!